goodbye for now? sigh.

goodbye for now? i really can't accept it. sigh. why is it so hard to be forgiven? there's so many questions flooding my head now. there's nothing i can do now but to just wait. i really hope he'll gather his thoughts soon cause its killing me. more than 2 week apart has already been so difficult. how long more will it take. i can't take it. sigh. pls come back to me soon. i'll be waiting. i'll be missing you.